my friends mean the world to me. i dont know where i would be today without them. going off to college has really taught me who will always be there. it doesnt mean that we talk everyday, but just every once in a while to make sure the other one is alive and catch up on their lives. every time i come home, i cant wait to see them and tell them all that has happened since i last talked to them and catch up on all the drama that has been going on at home since i have been away. last semester i didnt get to see them as often as i wanted to so that made our time together even more special. it always brings a smile to my face to be able to see them and fellowship with them whether it be hanging out, watching movies, having bonfires, going to church, riding around in trucks, being complete idiots, hanging out by the lake, playing rock band, staying up all night long beside a bonfire, crying over stupid boys, mattress surfing/christmas tree surfing, or just plain out watching tv together. about 2 weeks ago, i sent out a text inviting people to come stay with me in milly; just to hang out and spend time together, since we didnt see eachother as much as planned last semester. it ended up being just lindsey, hannah, tyler, slade, david, and drew. these 6 people are the ones i can trust my life with. i can go to anyone of these people and know that i can trust them with whatever. we have all been through thick and thin together; fights, hatred, being best friends, love, "things", sneaking out, but most of all we have been there for each other no matter what :) i can honestly say through everything that not once did we not care about each other. i also have some other great friends too, that i can trust with anything. there is ashton, katie, kyle, hannah, chandler, jessica, heather, cody, and joel. (i know youre thinking, joel? but i can go to him and trust him, not like some of you may believe)
my best friend, my partner in crime, my soulmate, my sunshine, my twin, my other half, my bfffffffffffffff.
so.. i used to say that i missed the past and i wanted it back, but now i look at the present and everything that i wanted is already here. everybody is right where they should be. i never thought that things were ever going to be the same and i wasnt going to like that, but in reality. things werent going to be the same; it wasnt possible. if i think about it, i dont want things to go back to the way they were because we have all grown from our experiences. we wouldnt be the way we are today, if things in the past hadnt of happened. just a random thought i had that i just wanted to throw out there.
"never have regrets, because at one point everything you did, was exactly what you wanted."
well... i guess i should go study and do things productive in my life and make good grades.
love always,
Anna <3